Tuhday.

I'm here.

to rid this population of social boundaries.

to confess that Mary cheated on Joseph.

to tell the stories i see with my eyes, with my life.

to steal yesterday and give someone a tomorrow.

to whisper to everyone what they already know, twice.

to be sixteen until they won't let me.

to smile when you're happy, and cry when you're sad.

to put holes in my walls with tacks and nails.

to let your words have a destination, a home, in my ears.

and thats it.

Forgotten minutes

"There will be a revolution, my soul is sick, and my hearts polluted. 

  There are demons that threaten my freedom; the time to bear arms is now."

"The death of a flower is no less tragic,

  than the loss of my eyes to the blackest black magic."

+/-

Today, there was no one.
The whole world didn't die..
So, did I?

Due to the lack of fault i can find on anyone else,
it seems as though i brought this upon myself.

I never knew it was happening.
I never calculated a plan.

I always sort of knew it would happen.
But the feeling is worse than anticipated.

These four walls, these motionless days,
I better get used to lonely before its too late.

FATE

A man once loved his wife and their little girl,

who closed her eyes for far too long one night, and dreamt herself to death.

And woke up in a land with another one of her kind. 

These bunnies soon switched places with these girls, and lived in their cities.

Later on, all their houses burned down.

They moved to the streets where they found new means to live by.

.......... 

.........................

....gkgmkfmdsflfd....d.wfewf.wf... 

To Crush Folly,

would truly be the greatest mistake our world could make.

It sounds contradicting, almost paradoxical.

That getting rid of stupidity, is stupid in and of itself.

But it is true. For a higher fault is to blame.

Never hesitate to join the dance.

Staggering through premonitions of my death

We're learning the basics of our balancing act,
always slightly off, but keeping notes for next time.
The soundtrack to our lives is being played on repeat,
we're desperately trying to learn the words.
Finding out what each brushstroke feels like,
practicing until it's as natural as simply breathing.
Sparking lighters in the dark to guide us home, but we never really get there,
because each breath in is another step forward and each breath out is another step back.

TRUTH IS.....

I steal music, movies and glances.
I cheat on tests, homework and boyfriends.
I lie to doctors, therapists and strangers,
and I break strings, hinges and promises.

Uncage These Birds.

cough.cough.cough.cough.cough.cough.cough.

1.) Walking aimlessly in this godforsaken town. Calling you from bathrooms, fulfilling our middle school dreams.

2.) Becoming one of them, then putting on our costumes. Joining in the forgotten dance that happens every time.

3.) Going into the enemy's camp and standing with the best of them. Hoping they see through my bullshit exterior.

I stop saying hello when you start saying goodbye.

Ozomatli

I can smile and sway, and it's gonna stay that way.
My feet can move and and fly away, my lips are free to dance.


I don't have to worry, care and pretend for you.
It's like I'm a real person again, and I'm taking it for all it's worth.


We're free and swiftly catching the wind in our wings.
Someday, i hope you see it too.

Roll

I can't teach it, one day you'll wake up and understand how.

You'll use all the seemingly useless tips we gave you along the way.

Weather it's for your birthday or not, the first time is never the best.

I couldn't take a picture to capture the beauty, i had to find other ways,

Noting all the sounds, smells, voices and even the pressure.

Anytime i try again, i'll know this is where it all began.

Done.

I need a change before my life goes too far in this disastrous direction.

Something needs to turn 360, but i dont know exactly what it is.

I refuse to let this go on any longer.

You need to look at yourself and find out who are really are.

Something needs to start making sense inside you.

You will no longer be this person.

She needs the brakes to slam and the wheel to spin.

Something needs to stop its path.

She's going to be reborn.

Southward.

I've been on this road for as long as i can remember. Same direction, same goal.

Overtime, I've taught myself how to ignore the flashing lights and side roads.

Today, i'm one step closer to the first day of the next chapter in my life. 

It's a long trek, but i'll be ready when the day comes.

I wasn't "born for this," i chose this.

We're all running away from something.

Momma

She has a notebook

full of people she's been mistaken for.

Her face blends into the sky,

the sand and stones.

We call her mother nature,

but we fail to notice her.

She is everywhere around us

and we pass her by.

Yet, we deny her presence 

and call it god.

Open your eyes, 

she'll love you more than you know.

Take a step back, she is the trees, 

the wind and you.

Driftin'

Floating in the atmosphere of a five star hotel.

Dodging piercing glances and flying glasses. 

Watching the liars scheme and con the honest men.

Nothing in this place has ever seen the sun.

It's only ten seconds in, why are you covered with sin?

Learn how to swim in their crashing slaughter,

and then the dirt you choke on will soon turn to water.