"only thing i know is awkward silence"
my life is
60 x 80 inches. ten second interactions. pill popping to keep sanity. itching to pass the time. drinking water by the gallon so i can pee sooner. saves the day and the wonder years. filling up notebooks. unnecessary benadryl to sleep. never knowing what day it is. not caring about..anything. uttering no more than twenty words a day. online window shopping with money i never had. getting lost in reality tv shows. wishing school would start. hoping i never live alone. four worn out pillows. three worn out playlists. two worn out parents. one worn out month.
when singing along becomes wishful thinking...rock bottom has been hit.
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